Brian H.
1/5
Well to start with I am a 53 year old male with severe spinal stenosis of the two lowest levels, and I collapse to the ground on a regular basis, and I have congestive heart failure, in addition to a host of other conditions. My father, who is amazingly strong and spry for his age, has been emotionally abusive to me. By the way, he used to beat me all the time and with control me through fear. Now that I can’t defend myself (and he knows that I won’t lay hands on him and stoop to his level. Saturday after I had fallen to the ground and was trying to get back up, he ripped my cane from my hands and beat me with it several times before I could get my camera. Out. Luckily, I was able to get some of the abuse and one of the heads on video. He’s continue to verbally abuse me. I tried to get the mobile clinic to come out and talk to me but because I wasn’t being beaten at that moment, they decided that they can’t come to see me during the only time that it’s safe for me to call and to have someone come out to talk to me. They have refused to come out to talk to me, unless I am actively being beaten at the moment. Unfortunately, if I have to wait for that, I may never be able to make that call because my father could finally completely lose it, and finally directly end my life. I just found out why I am always tired and my chest is hurting and the host of other things because I looked at all of my diagnoses and apparently I have congestive heart failure stage two or B as they call it. The difference from the scale is that I am actively having symptoms. The stress that he provides for me makes it worse so I’m trying to schedule an appointment with my cardiologist to figure out what’s going on and why I keep getting worse and worse. One of the things that he’s going to tell me because this is just the truth is that I need to separate from my father. Unfortunately, because he has caused me to lose jobs and keep me from working to make money to take the burden off of my parents and move out on my own, he is standing in the way of that. He’s a controlling abusive narcissist, who tries to control me through fear by threatening to call 911 on me and having me taken all the way. He did this on Saturday before he hit me with my cane repeatedly. He had police officers sent out to take me away, however, the officer is figured out that this was an unwarranted call and and a complete waste of the taxpayers money. I just needed somebody to come out and talk to me because phone appointments make my anxiety worse for some reason. I’m not 100% sure why it just is. It’s all I needed, but they refuse so someone higher up is going to need to have a stern talk with them about turning away a patient who is being abused, and is severely disabled because I’m not being beaten at the moment. If I wait until he starts physically abusing me again, I may not be able to make that phone call because he may have already killed me. I need the Contra Costa mobile clinic to send someone out here to talk to me and he needs to know that I’ve talk to you and that everything has been reported. I need them to take their job seriously, and not turnup way a person in crisis who has been seeking to set appointments with his Kaiser healthcare team. When the mental health department strike came All of my appointments were canceled, they never contacted me as they swore up and down that they would do. I’ve been chasing them to set an appointment for a long time. I probably won’t get any help until after the first of the year. So the people who have given me all this trouble just to get someone out here to talk to a person in crisis, are themselves being abusive by not taking my request seriously. Please set them straight so that I can get some help and not be further be abused by my angry father. So please get me home because his behaviors are slowly killing me and from his attitude and actions if he is allowed, he’s doing what he’s doing he is going to kill me one of these days out right and try to hide the evidence because he’s been lying so much every day. HELP!
